What a Happy day! Jaron and I are so happy now that we're together! Thanks to everyone who came and just supported. Much love!

Inside Jokes...

Aren't inside jokes so interesting? Someone can say something and you have no idea what they are talking about, but someone else does? Well, Jaron and I have a very long running inside joke. It has to do with Yellow Nissan Xterra's.
On Thursday of last week Jaron and I did quite a bit of driving around with my sister Alicia. While driving around like everywhere, we counted 9 Yellow Nissan Xterra's....... By my house there is three Yellow Nissan Xterra's within a 1/2 mile radius. Friday night, Jaron and I found 5 Yellow Nissan Xterra's.
We have come to a conclusion that we're going to buy a Yellow Nissan Xterra someday just to fit in with the rest of the crowd since we see over half a dozen a day, or around that many.......



We really won't, but that would be funny if we did.
=)

Washers are not good for phones.

So on the twenty Third of this month, I sent my phone through the washer. Unknowningly...... well, I was without a phone for Christmas Eve, and I began to realize how much I rely on it. I rely on it for an alarm in the morning so that I"m not late for work, I rely on it to contact the love of my life every moment I'm awake. I needed that phone. I began to see how addicted to it that I was and I began to wonder who all is addicted to it as much as I am. It was so interesting. A lesson that I learn is always check pockets before washing..... I've never done it before and I should learn now so that I don't send Jaron's through the washer either....... That's why he gets to do laundary when we're both home. He's amazing, but yeah! Lesson learned!

IBS is kicking my butt.... again!

Okay, so this April I had the fortunate news to find out exactly what's wrong with me. It's IBS. It's been really bad up until I started spending time with Jaron! However, I knew it would come back to haunt me later on in life and thus it has begun to hurt again..... It's time to go on that diet again!

I feel bad about things that I have said to my family. I meant it all in a loving manner. I seriously love each and everyone of them. I'm not perfect again and I never want to seem like I am, and I don't want to preach. I'm not like that. My thoughts are thoughts in order to protect my mother. I've very protective of her. I don't know why exactly, but it kills me to have anyone say or do anything mean to her. It breaks my heart. So that's basically why I act out in the manner I sometimes to members of my family..... I do love them with all my heart.

The reason I hurt is because of stress. When my stress level increases this is when I feel the worst. So as of today, I'm feeling horrible. It's okay though, just means that what happened with things that I said was too stressful. Time to simplify my life..... I'm surely not perfect. That's the first thing I need understood. Second, I only said what I did out of kindness and love. I hope everyone understands and I am thus moving on with my life as I always have finishing school and working just as hard as ever. My choice though is to marry Jaron because he is exactly everything I need. I realize that I am young and I'm scared about the future. I worry about it daily, but I also know that both of us have a good paying job right now, and that things will be okay. I know that no matter what, Jaron will always be there for me and he will respect me and love me. He's so kind to me and so loving. This is why I am marrying him because I want that for eternity and I just love who he is. He makes me laugh when I'm the saddest and vica versa. I guess I'm just lucky enough to have found my "Soul Mate" so young in life as did some of my sisters. They are the happiest of my sisters. I just happen to be really lucky to have a man like Jaron. He's amazing.

How this all started out.... AKA: how we met!

So Jaron and I both work at Macey's..... Go figure. I spend all my time there, so obviously I'm going to meet someone there. But anyways, in the beginning of August I moved back to the meat department to be a sample girl! That's when I first started seeing him. I said hi to him a lot becuase he always seemed so sad. He was engaged before and I knew that. I didn't know what had happend though and me being who I am, I wanted to be a friend. Well, anyway, time kept moving and I always said hi to him. Then at the end of August I became part of what we call Savory Selections. I was given the assistant job. That's when I started talking to him more because I actually had a chance too. We became friends, not extremely close friends, but we'd talk every now and then. We were friends.

October came around and as he will always tell you.... I asked for his number.... =D The day I asked for his number was when it all started. He asked me out on a date the next wednesday, and I wasn't sure how I felt about him but he told methat he liked me that day. So I told him we'll start out as friends. Then we started dating a week later, and here we are. December, planning a wedidng. I used to make fun of people who did these types of things. I laughed at them, the ones who knew after a couple weeks that the person that you're dating is the person for you. But I know he is. We're so similar and we agree on basically everything.

So that's how we met and fell madly in love..... And now we're getting married on March 14th! YAY!